.birthday month.

Assalamualaikum wbt

Wohooooo I’m back and still alive. Anyway its July 1st. Woohoo finally,, my birthday month. So many things happen in the past few months. Hopefully I can update regularly now because I just got a new phone with better storage and everything lol and I’ll think first lah if I will update about my korea trip last February or not (I dont even write about my first korea trip 😂😂😂)

Ahhh so excited!!! See you guys later. Buhbye



assalamualaikum wbt

less than a week till I meet the boys!!!!!


i dont know how to feel,,, urgh,, goosebumps – nervous – sick

i hope everything goes well T_T

its my first concert T_T

thats all

.2 weeks into 2019.

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almost 2 weeks into 2019. hows your 2019 everyone? hopefully everyone come into 2019 with good vibes and good vibes only hehehe but its okayyy if you started 2019 with not-so-good vibes because heyy its just getting started and we still have 300+ days to overcome whatever difficulties we had.

anywayy,, i’ve started my 2019 with a new therapy session. not exactly with therapist but with fitness trainer. had few session in 2018 and it was so good like super good and i decided why not continue it in 2019 right? so here i am

the pool is wayyyy bigger than previous pool so i’m totallyyyy okayyy with it. its kinda tiring (as always) but I’m more happy doing this kind of exercise @ therapy session so i dont mind the tiring part lolololol

anyway,, any new year resolution?

well,, first and forever is to be able to walk normally…? or at least without any help. i planned to go so many places this year and hope to achieve it. then to open one-man company huhu i want to do business seriously…?  its not like what i’m doing is not serious but ahhh i need some ‘target’ lololol idk how to say it. i’ve been group order manager for almost 2 years (this feb is 2 year!!!!) and hopefully to branch out as kpop (anything similar) supplier this year hahaha

ahh yeah,, i’m going to LOVE YOURSELF CONCERT in SINGAPORE next week!!!! oh my god so excited and nervous and aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa \(^o^)/ finally meeting the boys and few mutuals…. also most of them do like free giveaway so something I wanna do that but idk what i should give aka me #untalentedarmy lol

i think thats all hahaha

will write again later aka pls dont forget to write

.new trainer.

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wow hahahaha last post was in July for my birthday and today is 28 November. wow wth.. what have i done for the passed few months? well,, lets begin (BGM : BEGIN – JUNGKOOK OF BTS)

firstly, i just stopped my physical physiotherapy at Permas Jaya and thankfully, my mom found me another trainer (?) well she’s a coach,, she trained people for swimming, exercise etc etc so, yeahh,, this week marks my 4th hydrotherapy session. oh yeahh~~~ which mean i’m back in a pool. well, mom stopped previous therapy because they only massaged me when the first plan is to do hydrotherapy. overall, i’m happy with new session new coach new swimming suit new pool (its humongous guys!!! i will upload photos later)

ahh whats else? i think thats the only major event in my life. hahahhaha what a boring life i have. ohh yeah,, i’m going to LOVE YOURSELF CONCERT in SINGAPORE next year!!!!!! with kak myra, diba, le brat and yusra! okayy, ticketing experience!!! diba came to my house to pick me up because we kinda plan to go to cybercafe (for faster internet blablabla), turned out,, the ticketing system used ip address system which mean, if you log in, they tracked down your ip address and queue you. so, i logged in earlier than the ticketing site opening so i’m in queue like FOREVERRRRR!!!! LITERALLY FOREVER!!!!

thank god i saw Reez helping some of my mutuals getting their tickets so i dm-ed Reez and he helped me T_T thank you so much Reez ❤ also thank god i discussed with kak Myra which section we should buy @ go and ohh at the first diba dont want to go la because the section left was not her option but then when Reez asked again she decided to just go with me and kak myra’s choice. ahh le brat z bought hers from reseller but for affordable price i think (idk how much)

so yeahhh see you soon boys!!!! also that will be first travel i will do next year woot woot 19 january 2019

so many good things in the future!

till then,


.27 and counting.

Assalamualaikum wbt

hello people. long time no see *again* anyway,, i want to share what i did during my birthday this year. well, as you all know [please pretend you even when you dont], i’m usually dont join big event especially if the event is outside johor. thank god, last weekend was a special one.

I went for an event by @btsforcharity. they organised an event at  ARTCUBE GALLERY, KUALA LUMPUR last weekend, #LUSTRUMSCENE. its an account for bts fans but they’re more on doing charity event and stuffs. long story short, yupp this event.

so, the journey started after subuh. we [me and bro] dropped my mum at AYER KEROH, MELAKA. Then moved to KL. I arrived there around 10.50-ish. Yuna picked me up. then we lepak2 at McD. Met Jia and B, superfun! I met Jia before at Shah Alam. Met Angel too! Met KakSeul, Bee~ ahhh I met Nicola there!!!! she came down to say hi. anddd I met Ainur, she brought me cake! met another Jia with her sister.

they sang me birthday song at McD lol it was embarrassing but fun hahaha because suddenly there’s an aunt who came to our table and asked which one of you celebrate their birthday then she said one of her son is having a birthday too and we end up singing birthday song to him too. cute >,<

then i think around 12 something only we went to see the exhibition hahaha and of course meeting with lots of other ARMYs too! let me try to list it down. hahaha. I met Feefa, Abby, Z le brat, Kina, Anyara, Beth!!!!,  kak tea, wonnie, iffah, Adel, Mimi. Yun and Angel are the one who push me around. i met kak Manja too!!! wish can stay longer to talk to her.

I’m like super thankful to all of them because they seriously so much fun!!! we talked, gossiped, and took lots of photos but of course not in my phone. I received  another 2 cakes ; 1 from kak seul and another 1 from beth and angel. they’re such a sweetheart. so in total 3 cakes.

ahh Z ended up going back with me because hahahahahaha she can 😛 after the event we met adik at cyberjaya, gave her nectar and amil gave her some money lewls arrived home by 11 pm and caught up with some issues on my account but worry not, i’m totally fine with it hahaha so thankful for ‘mute’ function in twitter.

oh yaaa, before i end this post, i actually wanna say THOUSANDS OF THANKS to my buddies [YUN, ANGEL, JIA, BETH] for entertaining me there, pushed me around the checkpoints in the exhibition, to KakSeul and Ainur for giving me cakes for my birthday [Angel and Beth too!] and to KakSeul for taking lots of photos for me.

this is like my first time joining an event in a fandom and its on my birthday and seriously so thankful to all of them. may god repay you guys good things! its like meeting friends who knew you in real life when you actually knew them from internet. first time is like thousands time already because never feel any gap in the friendship. i might end up crying lol i reallly3x love them so much oh god please get them under your protection!

lastly, thank you for all the birthday wishes [hi AG! love you! <3] from my friends and followers in my fan account and yeahh basically everyone who wishes me. may good things happen to you too! enjoy the pictures.

from AINUR



ps: thank god not so many people in the foodcourt. its hahahaha…. but thanks guys. i really3 love you guys. i had so much fun on my birthday this year! i might missed some names so, sorry!

.eid 2018.

Assalamualaikum wbt

dropping by just to wish everyone




nothing much this year. same similar just like few years back since both sides grandparents are no longer here. cooked ketupat, sambal goreng and rendang daging. 1st raya just stayed at home. its on friday and later that evening, dad’s brother came with his wife’s families. ahh we went to paklong’s house after Zohor. 2nd raya also stayed at home. hosting raya  gathering for mum’s side but nobody staying for sleep over.

3rd raya we went to pontian. visited 2 houses then went to pak uteh’s at kulai. 4th raya and the rest till this week just stayed at home. boring 😛 but whatever. Raya no longer fun anyways.

ohh yeahh, my best friend got married yesterday! congratulations Nurul Fateemah and husband. woot woot. she’s so beautiful. will upload photos later. we became friend when i was at SETA,  secondary 4, because both of our mum are chemistry’s teacher. ohhh yeahhh, Nurul came with her siblings during Raya 2 and got to eat Soto and begedil made by yours truly. hahaha. this year raya menu other than sambal goreng and ketupat is SOTO instead of our usual, Laksa Johor. i’m not sure if there will be time where we will cook Laksa Johor for this year raya. hopefully not because laksa johor is wayyy harder to prepare compared to soto.

ohh i went to my primary classmate’s wedding too! Afiq and his wife. congratulations. lol. i thought he’s not in the group chat so i’m just like,, “guys, today’s afiq’s wedding. anyone free just come lah here *insert location”. few hours later Afiq replied asking why i dont call him [my brother took his photos so i sent it to the gc hahaha] ahhh i went to his’s wedding because my mum and his mum is colleague at English Collage previously.

i think thats all for my raya story. nothing interesting right ahaha

till then,


.D4 and whats up.

Assalamualaikum wbt

wow bapak lamaaaaaaa ahhh tak tulis kt sini. awkwarddddd. hahahaha. anyway,, D4 till Ramadan ends. how’s your ramadan? hopefully everything goes well and may it be better than previous ramadan [well we never know if we gonna meet next ramadan right]

i really want to write again but wow procrastination is like my best friend now and i end up forgetting it lewls alasan2 hahaha some of it is because new phone have smaller memory so i cant download wp apps because last time i’m so rajin is because i can update blog directly from my handphone 😛

whats else?  ahhh i’m still undergoing physical therapy. once a week. have another 10 sessions. T_T its kinda boring because same thing all over again. procrastination at its best. i supposed i can walk normally by now but ha ha omgggg when will I have enough courage if i dont push myself right?

ahh i’ll try to update often after this. i think I NEED TO! to ensure i have some courage and support for myself to be able to walk normally [physical therapy or not] ahhh this is more for self-motivation.

have you ever like someone who’s so motivated @ achieved everything they wanted that at the end makes you want to achieve your dreams too? yeahh i think thats what happened to me right now. like RIGHT NOW. if my boys, BTS can do well in everything that did, why am i not like them? my dreams are not as big as theirs but i do hope i can achieve it.

hurm… till then