.2 weeks into 2019.

Assalamualaikum wbt

almost 2 weeks into 2019. hows your 2019 everyone? hopefully everyone come into 2019 with good vibes and good vibes only hehehe but its okayyy if you started 2019 with not-so-good vibes because heyy its just getting started and we still have 300+ days to overcome whatever difficulties we had.

anywayy,, i’ve started my 2019 with a new therapy session. not exactly with therapist but with fitness trainer. had few session in 2018 and it was so good like super good and i decided why not continue it in 2019 right? so here i am

the pool is wayyyy bigger than previous pool so i’m totallyyyy okayyy with it. its kinda tiring (as always) but I’m more happy doing this kind of exercise @ therapy session so i dont mind the tiring part lolololol

anyway,, any new year resolution?

well,, first and forever is to be able to walk normally…? or at least without any help. i planned to go so many places this year and hope to achieve it. then to open one-man company huhu i want to do business seriously…?  its not like what i’m doing is not serious but ahhh i need some ‘target’ lololol idk how to say it. i’ve been group order manager for almost 2 years (this feb is 2 year!!!!) and hopefully to branch out as kpop (anything similar) supplier this year hahaha

ahh yeah,, i’m going to LOVE YOURSELF CONCERT in SINGAPORE next week!!!! oh my god so excited and nervous and aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa \(^o^)/ finally meeting the boys and few mutuals…. also most of them do like free giveaway so something I wanna do that but idk what i should give aka me #untalentedarmy lol

i think thats all hahaha

will write again later aka pls dont forget to write

.새해 복 많이 받으세요~.

Hi everyone

I hope its not to late to wish every one who still read this blog, a very


새해 복 많이 받으세요~

may all your goals are achieve by the end of the year. lol. Hopefully. Anyway, here I am to share my goals. (Namjoon said its okay if you don’t achieve your goals, at least you have it XD)

  1. to be healthy – this one is ongoing process like finally after WAITING FOR 3 YEARS, i managed to go to physiotherapy. Just wait for 30 sessions and I hope am able to walk normally again and yes its only 30 sessions and you don’t have to wait for 3 years for that
  2. Get a job/satisfying salary/money – i have education loan to pay. Damn! ;(
  3. Meet 방탄
  4. Learn hangul and arab? Most probably hangul first 😛
  5. Try vlog – I always wanna try vlogging yeahhh I did record few videos but haven’t managed to edit it YET! hopefully soon
  6. More reading – I should read more. I have like hundreds books from bbw last time that i haven’t read. LoL.
  7. Selling some k stuffs – am gonna focus on one group only i hope
  8. More writing – here! In this blog. 

I think thats all for now? Hope its not too much and am able to achieve it. Anyway, today is my fave bro birthday 🎂

새일ㅊㅋㅎ 남동생



May all your wishes come trueeee! Panjang umur. Luas rejeki. Cepat kawin lol and all the best semester baru! Fighting! 💪💪💪

I think thats all. Till then, take care!


.messy 2016 끝.

Assalamualaikum wbt

apa kabar semuanya.. harap2 sihat belaka lah nak masuk tahun baru ni. and… pung pang pung esok dah tahun baru, so how’s your azam this year… tercapai ke idok.. hahaha…. rasanya ade je yang tercapai tapi ade jugak yang tak tercapai contohnya macam… ehem.. turunkan berat… ahahaha… meh recap what happened in 2016…

so i have like 7 azam for this year and….. half of it is achieved i guess… lets see what my azam this year

  1. sembuh & sihat
  2. graduate
  3. self improvementt
  4. travel
  5. business
  6. writing
  7. spend less

so… sembuh & sihat is in progress… i now remember that i want to tell you guys that i’m on physiotherapy sessions now… likeee FINALLLYYYYYYYYYYY… so its almost 20 sessions now and… my therapist said by the end of 20th session, hopefully i can try for hydrotherapy. hopefully i will talk about this in the next post (which i dont know when).

for graduation… yeayyyyy… i finally graduated in BSc Pure Chemistry. Am so thankful to everyone who contributed to my graduation process and my studying process to (which kinda full of obstacles. hahaha. dramatic here!)

for self improvement, well… this is kinda ongoing process but i kinda understand now a lil bit of korean even if it doesnt have subtitles and i can read some writing. ahahaha. yeay.

last time i said if am able to achieve my no 1 azam i will travel but guess what… i dont have to.. (okay.. maybe i shouldnt make it sound like this but….) i managed to travel to Ipoh on February… with mum and siblings… and to South Korea, last two weeks (i’ll write a post for this later – which now makes 2 post on demand – HAHAHAHA) with mum and siblings and my aunt.

On business part, i still have my online shop. do visit it guys just search @kedai_faha on instagram and kedai faha on facebook. i sell shoes and bags and books (sometimes) and by 2017 (which is tomorrow) am gonna start another business. wait for it!

for writing, ahaha… i tried okay this one but.. i didnt get inspired so.. its kinda postpone my intentions but i did write a lot on fancafe. to the boys even they kinda didnt read it. but who’s care. at least, i write something. oh yeah, i wrote a fanfiction but it was funny because it was so simple and blerghhh…

on spending less… ahahaha…. this one is kinda hard because for the recent comeback for my fave kpop group, they decided to come out with 4 versions which…. ahahaha… but.. i did some savings okay. hopefully, by 2017 i really choose wisely  on things i wanna spend my money too!

okay, enough for this year azam and i think i kinda did well on it. hehehe.. so… lets talk about events this year.

for this year alone, i lost 3 family members. the first lost is my grandpa. he passed away on 28th september. a week after that, i lost my sister-cousin, she passed away on 7th october. and lastly, i lost my aunt-grandma on 7th December. i cried hard for my sister-cousin but i guess ALLAH SWT loves beautiful people. so, thats kinda okay now.

other than that, i managed to go to my friends weddings this year. the first one is Rijal’s at taman sri pulai, then, Nazeerah’s wedding at the mines. both weddings on August this year and lastly, Sarah’s wedding at Dewan TNB Kempas on October (kot… but its in Dewan TNB). i also witnessed Sarah’s akad nikah which my mum cried. 😦

for my birthday this year, i got to celebrate it twice. one during on the day itself, where we went to KL. and few days later, my high school friends came to celebrate it of course together with hari raya visit. ahaha. its kinda lucky because my birthday falls on Hari Raya.

oh yeah, this year i managed to get few new friends because of kpop and met them in real life too! hehe ;D hi Lois, Reii, KakSeul, Kakyatt, KakShoda, Teha, Dira, Qila, Aina, KakMyra, KakNady, Aida, KakMing, Yulllaaaaaaaaaaaa, Abby, Leah, Yuna, Mimi, Kiera, Amriena, Nurin, zati, Nana, Fie and everyone else that i didnt mentioned here. you guys are like my source of happiness this year and yesterday, i met 3 of them, KakKiera, z and Fina. it was so much fun that we forgot to celebrate Tae’s bday. ahahaha. hopefully i can meet the rest of them later in 2017.

this year is kinda messy because of what happened in the family. ahaha but we moved on la beb tak kan nak messy forever kan. so… for my family members, mum retired last June and adik finally finished her high shool. yeay, she got like 5 secondary shools that surpassed me already and Ojan finally stopped working with dad. yeay!

hopefully, 2017 will treat me, mum and siblings better than this year. till then, see you next year!


.recap raya 2016.

Assalamualaikum wbt

ahahaha. setelah sekian lama raya berlalu, baru nak post pasal raya. raya haji pon dah lepas. hahahaha. tragis betul hidup kau ni fa weh.. anyway, nak cerita, raya tahun ni tak berapa nak merrierrrr sgt lah more to kehambaran. kenapa? hurm… adelerrr sebab2nya… takkan nak cerita kat sini pulak. kita mestilah nak show the good side jekan? hahaha. so, post kali ni nak recap raya 2016.

WARNING!!! this entry will be full with pictures and long ass description (maybe)

adik beradik betul, adik beradik susuan, abg sedara dan anaknya. lokasi ; rumah atok jalan surau.
family portrait raya 2016. without Fauzan because he works on that day. but we met him at rumah atok later on

as usual, we also went to rumah jiran atok. mak yah and cik sayed. wore red and orange on that day. makan2 borak2 as usual.

me with lil sibs
pakbusu, ayah, adik, amil

then, few from dad’s side families came to our house on Raya 5. usually, there’s raya celebration happening on Raya 4 but sadly, this year we decided not to join [my family only – reason ; something big happen in the family – my family – not dad’s side] so they came to us. hehe ;D


with my cousins [below], they moved to Kluang this year!!! yeay!!!

dad’s side families [i look so ugly pardon me]
mum’s side families

i dont remember when but my mum’s side also came to our house for raya.

ibu abah from Mersing
sedara sampai mati(?) hopefully

ibu abah ni family yang jaga kitorang mase kitorang duk mersing. diorang masa tu baru balik dari Melaka? [somewhere north] and came to our house before they went back to Mersing. its my 1st time seeing Kak AIN after such a long time? maybe more than 10 years. hahaha. i didnt go to her wedding ;( oh yeah, i also met FAZLI, my buddy during my school period in Mersing. reminiscing memories with Fazli. hahahaha. bodoh2 je teringat berebut nak naik motor lepas sekolah. mujur jugak tak berapa rapat dulu so takdelah merepek2 sangat memory nye. hahaha. because i have like quiet adventurous memories there.

FAZLI with ABAH at the back

this year, we went to BATU PAHAT. saje2 so ive decided to raya rumah HAZY, my girl i knew from REPUBLIC OF 1991. the other time, [before this] i came to her house without her being around [she’s in aussie and we only talked thru webcall? /iphone messager?/ whatever its called]. so this time, she’s arounddd. hehe ;D her mum also bekalkan kuih bakar so yummyyyyy.

pergi raya rumah HAZY

on the 14th july, we went to KL for my birthday trip. i wrote about it in previous post.


then on 17th july, my high school  buddies came for raya and my birthday celebration. so sweet of you guysssss.  yuppp i wrote about it in previous post. if i rajin then i’ll link it ;P

birthday celebration by high school buddies
rumah jiran singapore

this is the first time we went raya [without marhaban like before] to our Singaporean neighbour’s house and the foods were really good. 5 stars. uncle tu masak sedap gilaaaaaaaaaa. like you really can go crazy la when you eat. isterinya, makcik Seni [yupp such unique name there] pon mesra2 je. like you know, some singaporean [EMPHASIZING THE ‘SOME’ HERE!!! which mean not everyone from Singapore] agak kerek when they come to malaysia but this family not like that [okay maybe not because their children tak mesra sangat?] hahaha but i dont mind la. like… biasalah tu. hopefully, we can be a good friend when they fully moved here in the next few years. [which i dont know when laaaaah]

dad dgn uncle …………. [i forgot him name -,-]
lastly for raya, we went to SHAH ALAM to meet tok busu at seksyen 2? so we stayed at LAWANG SEKSYEN 14? its FAIZ’s place by the way (known as F in republic1991). for the 1st i met with eju, pene, peyi, f [even we both are admins of the forum before hahahaha] and LJ with his wife. [ i was texting LJ saying that am in SHAH ALAM and staying at lawang homestay and he said that he’s on the way to shah alam to cari makan so i pon invite la dia sekali pegi makan kat lawang]. dalam whatsapp/forum berborak macam2. dah jumpa awkward pulokkk. mujorlahhhh ade hazy. hahaha. takde ahh segan sangat.

girls @ lawang
boys @ lawang
raya at lawang with republican1991

the next day tu, kitorg pergi rumah tokbusu then wedding dekat muzium shah alam tu [belakang masjid] and went all the way to sungai buloh [mum’s friend open house] then stayed at Ampang [went to mum’s friend house, cik dang] and went to IKEA CHERAS. then only the next day, we went back to JB. [i forgot to download the pictures from tokbusu house from the group chat – its actually her son-in-law’s house- and i cleared all the photos already – what a life~!]

this raya also ade buat open house [but not really open la sb simple2 je]. masak nasi lemak, beli nasi arab, roti jala. i invited akak2 lab [kak ima, kak syarah, kak nad, kak ros – i forgot to take a picture with them. duhhhh – and congratulations to kak syarah for having a baby boyyyyyy] and mum invited her school friends.

walaupun cam hambar jeeee tapi takdelah hambar sangat, maybe hambar sebab tak banyak duit raya like before? hahahaha. like everyone duit raya collection tak begitu memberangsangkan?

raya haji pulak duk rumah je. we did qorban but oversea punya under EZQURBAN. i think thats all?

i was supposed to write more since i have finish my study but…. i dont know man.. i really wanna spill what happen to me in these few years back? not really few years la… like what happen since last year but… it might be a disgrace? haha i dont know anymore. oh ya.. i might write a review? [of what it is all about] for a recent book that i read [like finally i read something physically instead of reading an e-book/website/fanfictions lol]. so stay tuneeeeeeeeeee~

till then, take care.


.birthday trip.

Assalamualaikum wbt

Well well. Last 14th july, my dad decided to bring me to Kuala Lumpur for a birthday trip. Well not exactly lah because we went to OUM KL first to settle my dad’s work. After that, we went to IKEA CHERAS. Since IKEA JB is still otw. Hahaha. 

Me as lil bro’s photographer
Birthday lunch
Check out
Dont really buy a thing because we only like look around. Its our 1st time to IKEA. hahahaha super jakun pon ade. Wow at every rooms. Hahaha. We ate our lunch there because we’re like super hungry. Plus, my dad brought a small car so we decided to come back later (which is this weekend) to buy another thing. After we went to IKEA, we went to IOI MALL PUTRAJAYA. 

Strolling around the mall and end up buying a perfume, a pair of shoes and sunglasses. For my birthdayyyyy. Yeayyyy. The perfume smells so flowers? It smells good. This thing with buying perfume reminds me of coming-of-age day lol am not even korean plus its my 25th. I just feels like i need a new perfume but am thinking that way? (The perks of watching to much korean dramas)

The perfume 
The shoes 👟👟
Me with the new sunglasses 😎😎😎

I dont know why but am in the mood for blue? Because my raya shoes/sandal is in dark blue. And i bought a dark blue shoes too. Hahaha. My dad used my shoes to kill cockroaches this morning 😂😂😂Then we went to eat ice cream? Milk cow. The taste is sooooo goood like veryyyyy pureee. Its my 1st time eating it. lol 🍦🍦🍦

Both bro & dad tried to feed me at once
After that, lil bro decide to buy a watch. A sport watch. So we end up leaving the mall exactly before magrib. Reached home around 11PM. So tired but then its quite satisfying. Hahaha. Idk man.
Anyway, am 25 now. Feels so old already. Hopefully i gain my strength to walk soon. I wanna walk around the world. 

Till then,


.eid 2014.

Assalamualaikum wbt

pergh..lama betul tak menaip dalam ni tahu tahu dah post raya terus. mwahahaha… harapnya masih belum terlambat untuk mengucapakn



So.. raya kali tak adelah meriah sangat pon. biasa biasa je. lauk wajip sambal goreng dengan ketupat memang tiap tiap kali raya buat…hantar rumah atok sikit pastu buat makan.

1st day dengan 2nd day raya kat johor je then 3rd raya balik kluang..sambutan hari raya keluarga HJ BUJANG pastu kitorang pergi beraya umah tokchok pastu umah cik adin then tidur rumah paklong. esoknya (raya ke 4) pergi tangkak sebab ade sambutan hari raya keluarga ummi pulak. pastu balik johor. raya 6, ade sambutan hari keluarga belah ummi jugak tapi lagi besaq. means.. keluarga belah tok bak..KELUARGA HJ MOHAMED. disponsor oleh adik atok, TOK KHAIRI.

nah gambar~~

keluarga besar HJ MOHAMMED
keluarga besar HJ MOHAMMED

Ni pon tak ramai datang…keluarga aku je ada yang tak datang..hehe ;D tapi best jugakla makan..ndak ndak ubi rebus dengan sambal..pergh..meleleh2 cakap lu.

tahun ni kawasan rumah ni tak ade program marhaban sebab tak ada sambutan. luls. takpasti pulak kenapa maybe sebab orang malas nak menjawap borang tu or tarikh yang dicadangkan terlalu awal. pulak tu ramai je yang invite open house bila marhaban tak ade ni. so..pergi open house jelah jawapnya.

hurm..bosankan raya aku kali ni…aku pon rasa camtu. apepon.. maaf Zahir batin ye. jemput datang umah ya. takyalah tunggu open house sebabnya mak aku cakap,,this year taknak buat open house so..nak datang, datang jelah ye.

till then,


.Bandung Trip [Day 3].

Assalamualaikum wbt

ngeeeeee 😀 dah ingat dah balik dari tangkuban perahu lepas makan tu kitorang pergi Factory Outlet. dekat jalan ape ntah. takde beli ape pon…ngahaha..sebab dah target nak beli kat pasar baru. well..mase jalan jalan kat FO tu adelah beli es durian. sedap nokss.. aiskrim rase durian pastu dia letak durian seketul.sedap. mase tu adelah beli biskot coklat sket.huuu. tu jela. pastu ingat nak pegi Chihampelas ke ape ntah nak beli suar jeans tapi rei cakap jalan macet so kitorang pegi beli dekat Jalan Merdeka.betul2 lepas jalan keretapi belah kanan.

so..hari ke -3. bangun pagi siap2 sarapan. jalan2 depan hotel. tiap hari Ahad, depan hotel akan bukak pasar. macam pasar lambak tapi the whole jalanraya ada orang berjualan. bukan takat jual2 je.. makcik makcik aerobik pon ade. memang best la.ade macam macam aktiviti.ade yang bawak labi2 ke kura2 ke taktaula.pastu ade yang cycling.motor dengan kereta/kenderaan bermotor smua tak boleh lalu sampai pkul 10 ke gitula.

kire cam boleh tengok how Indonesian truly live their lifes. memang awesome. try2 makanan best la time ni. ade jual hotdog panggang, mochi aiskrim is a must try sbb kat Malaysia tak jumpa lagi, ade jual kuih talam yg berlauk tpi kat sane panggil ape ntah, ade jual sup jagung + ayam creamy skali dg roti, diorang ade jugak putu bambu cam kite tpi tak panggil putu bambu sbb putu tu depa hancur2 kan pastu tabur gula dengan kelapa, makanan jepun pon ade, pizza/spaghetti/lasagna pon ade. pastu game budak2 ade byk, tangkap2 ikan, belon, pastu ade y cam mainan masuk syiling yg biasa kat tepi pasaraya tu pon ade, ferris wheel kecik pon ade. tak caya kan?? meh tengok gambo!

benda alah ni pon ade wei.tpi tk tanye plak brp harga kalau naik sbb da terlbih umo kalau nak naik pon
benda alah ni pon ade wei.tpi tk tanye plak brp harga kalau naik sbb da terlbih umo kalau nak naik pon
labi2 ke kura2 ke taktaula
labi2 ke kura2 ke taktaula
tangkap ikan
tangkap ikan
belon belon
belon belon
baju cantik cantik
baju cantik cantik
susu berperisa
susu berperisa
tgk pakcik y baju biru tu, ferris wheel tu wei
tgk pakcik y baju biru tu, ferris wheel tu wei
mochi aiskrim

macam macam ade jual.huhu.. pastu bila dah pkul 10 tu, teruslahh ade kenderaan lalu lalang jalan tu.nampak sangat jalan tu jalan yang busy tapi they manage utk buat pasar tiap pagi ahad. untuk 3rd day, first skali pergi pasar oni berjualan. ala..macam pasar basah kita kat Malaysia. oni dia jual bumbu. kat pasar tu jugak kitorang beli kacang bandung berkilo kilo.

pasar oni berjualan
pasar oni berjualan

then barulah kitorang pergi pasar baru. dekat pasar baru ni paman teman sebab ade banyak kes seluk kocek kat sini. pastu paman teman sebab dia akan angkatkan barang. memang dah macam tu.kalau kau nak angkat sendri nasib kau la kan. dahlah pasar baru tu besar gila. cakap jela kau nak ape,semua ade.kain sulam, telekung. tapi tak jalan sangat kat pasar baru sebb mmg dah target nak beli apa beli apa.klau takde target, 2 jam pon tak habis wei pasar baru ni. kitorang beli telekung, kain sulam. tu jelah.

silver man
silver man
mamat indon hensem jual kopiah
mamat indon hensem jual kopiah
kedai sulam
kedai sulam

lepas pergi pasar baru, kitorang pergi Cibaduyut. kat Cibaduyut ni ade banyak  gilaaaaaa gilaaa punya banyak kedai kasut. tapi paman bawak kitorang pergi kedai yang proper la. sbb paman cakap ade kedai kualiti kasutnya tak berapa nak bagus. kire cam kat Cibaduyut ni macam2 fesyen kasut ade. adik siap beli kasut lagi. maklong pon same. uci beli kasut dengan beg.pergh..kat sini boleh try2 senapang angin. tapi tak boleh bawak balik Malaysia ye adik2. nak try2 tengok bolehlah.

try senapang angin
try senapang angin
tunggu adik pilih kasut
tunggu adik pilih kasut
muka puas uci dapat beli kasut
muka puas uci dapat beli kasut

lepas tu balik semula ke hotel, van aku jela. sebab nak solat pe semua. pastu pegi makan kat umah oni. sedap wei…ndak ndak sambalnyaaaa. memang umph gile..ala..sambal sane macam sambal kalau makan ayam penyet tula tapi oni style is better.sedap gila.kat kedai makan pon xdapat macam tu. pastu oni pon pesan2 buah segala untuk dibawak balik ke Malaysia. oni bagi keropok utk goreng, buah pelam, belacan.macam macam. sabao jela. pastu kitorang pegi beli cemil cemilan dekat area jalan sukarno ke jalan ape ntah tapi jalan yang same nak pegi Cibaduyut lah. kalau straight pergi Cibaduyut,kedai jual tempe2 jajan ni dekat belok kanan tapi exactly belah kiri lepas trafic light. sebelum pergi sane, kitorang singgah kartika sari beli kek dengan bagelen. sedap gila noks bagelan.rugi tak beli.


kartika sari
kartika sari

lepas tu kitorang balik untuk kemas kemas beg takut terlebih muatan. sebab pegi pakai group so, cumulative berat tu 120kg dengan 100kg. esoknya bangun2 sarapan pastu terus ke airport.


one big happy family
one big happy family
dengan pekerja Galaxy Inn Hotel
dengan pekerja Galaxy Inn Hotel

pastu say goodbye2 kt Jiha dengan Rei pastu naik flight and sampai Malaysia. InsyAllah akan datang lagi Bandung next time. huhuuuu. it was fun walaupun memula macam kelakar je ade sedara kat Bandung tak pasal2. hehe ;D thanks Rei, Oni dan keluarga sebab jamu kitorang makan, bawakkan bekal macam2. and.. peringatan kepada yang nak bawak balik buah dari Indonesia ke Malaysia,, buah tak boleh bawak tau~~~ nanti kena tahan kat kastam macam hari tu.lol.dahlah banyak gila bawak  balik buah pelam.naseblah ade alasan. 1st time gitu.next time tak boleh ye.kalau nak bawak balik bagelen banyak banyak takpe!

till then, nanti kalau ade cerita menarik lagi akan diberitahu~

take care 😉