.2019 recap.

Assalamualaikum wbt

UwU Long time no see again. today i feel like writing briefly (will it be brief) things that happened in my life in 2019. ahahaha all the goods and bads.. ah i really should write more as my memories failed me these days. i cant even remember things from few days ago -_- yeah its that bad. anyway,, lets go~!

so 2019 starts on a good thing!!! I finally got to meet my boys!!! bangtan! BTS! IN SINGAPORE! Its on 19 January 2019. its also a day of my best friend wedding ceremony. ahaha sorry babe. ohhh i went to her solemnization so dont worry!!!

i went to the concert with adiba, kak myra, yus and z. used my mom’s car. bought nasi ayam for lunch. arrived home around 1 AM or what it 12+ AM. hahaha it was fun and full of adrenaline i cant even sleep that morning.

on February I went to SOUTH KOREA. with kakmyra, mum and adik. supposedly it was a trip for byun2 girls (me, kakmyra, fina and z) but the 95z cancelled their trips due to some reasons. but still, we had fun. the 4 of us. we went to gwangmyeong cave, wore hanbok!!! ah we also tried halal kitchen korea around Gyeongbokgung Palace in hanbok! hahaha too bad we didnt get into the castle because they closed it earlier due to event in the square nearby (its independent day – something similar to our Hari Malaysia)

nothing interesting happened in between March to October except July (because its my birthday. eventho we dont celebrate it) and August (mom finally got divorced!!! yeay!!!)

ah talking about the div thing,, its hurt. like seriously but yeah we’re healing!!! things are getting better in my family. i really hope things get better for mom. she scarified so much for this family yet… that person.. hm… but yeah whatever. let just talk about good things.

ah we visited kluang families during Raya too~ after few years not visiting them due to some conflict.

in October, I went to SOUTH KOREA again. this time its for a concert. ahh can you believe at this age, I managed to meet my boys TWICE~~~!!!! in A YEAR!!! ahh I went with kak myra (again), aina (first time meeting in airport KLIA) and z. ahh there’s another person, Nabilah (first time meeting in INCHEON airport) all because of BTS hahahaha. my ticket was on 2nd day. kakmyra on 3rd. nabilah on 2nd day with me, z and aina on the 1st day.

ahh i’m also starting small in promoting FOREVER LIVING PRODUCTS these days. i went to classes, followed my mom around when she need to deliver products and such. it was fun and i wasnt planning to stop and let just get bigger in 2020~

ohh i went to visit my best friend’s baby!!! she’s so smol and cute. baby kalsom! hope to meet you again and yeah let me be your aunty too okay walaupun you dah banyak aunty sebab adik beradik mak you sorang je lelaki ;P

And for DECEMBER, we go local place~ MELAKA. ahaha totally for vacation. got to eat nan roti yang sedap, kuih keria melaka yang viral2 tuuuu ^^, also got to eat asam pedas by cik zah and udang masak lemak cili padi yang sedap by cik yati. swimming in the pool after so long (i stopped my hydrotherapy before my February trip lol) ahh we also went to Menara Taming Sari and River Cruise Melaka. totally like tourist.

tomorrow is the last day of 2019. there’s so many things I’m grateful for and hurt for in 2019 but still 2019 is a great year to remember.  hope to get more great year ahead in 2020. things may not goes my way but its always goes god’s way~ so be grateful and yeahh find a reason live even if its a superrr tiny little reason.

see you in 2020~

love, FA

.2 weeks into 2019.

Assalamualaikum wbt

almost 2 weeks into 2019. hows your 2019 everyone? hopefully everyone come into 2019 with good vibes and good vibes only hehehe but its okayyy if you started 2019 with not-so-good vibes because heyy its just getting started and we still have 300+ days to overcome whatever difficulties we had.

anywayy,, i’ve started my 2019 with a new therapy session. not exactly with therapist but with fitness trainer. had few session in 2018 and it was so good like super good and i decided why not continue it in 2019 right? so here i am

the pool is wayyyy bigger than previous pool so i’m totallyyyy okayyy with it. its kinda tiring (as always) but I’m more happy doing this kind of exercise @ therapy session so i dont mind the tiring part lolololol

anyway,, any new year resolution?

well,, first and forever is to be able to walk normally…? or at least without any help. i planned to go so many places this year and hope to achieve it. then to open one-man company huhu i want to do business seriously…?  its not like what i’m doing is not serious but ahhh i need some ‘target’ lololol idk how to say it. i’ve been group order manager for almost 2 years (this feb is 2 year!!!!) and hopefully to branch out as kpop (anything similar) supplier this year hahaha

ahh yeah,, i’m going to LOVE YOURSELF CONCERT in SINGAPORE next week!!!! oh my god so excited and nervous and aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa \(^o^)/ finally meeting the boys and few mutuals…. also most of them do like free giveaway so something I wanna do that but idk what i should give aka me #untalentedarmy lol

i think thats all hahaha

will write again later aka pls dont forget to write

.27 and counting.

Assalamualaikum wbt

hello people. long time no see *again* anyway,, i want to share what i did during my birthday this year. well, as you all know [please pretend you even when you dont], i’m usually dont join big event especially if the event is outside johor. thank god, last weekend was a special one.

I went for an event by @btsforcharity. they organised an event at  ARTCUBE GALLERY, KUALA LUMPUR last weekend, #LUSTRUMSCENE. its an account for bts fans but they’re more on doing charity event and stuffs. long story short, yupp this event.

so, the journey started after subuh. we [me and bro] dropped my mum at AYER KEROH, MELAKA. Then moved to KL. I arrived there around 10.50-ish. Yuna picked me up. then we lepak2 at McD. Met Jia and B, superfun! I met Jia before at Shah Alam. Met Angel too! Met KakSeul, Bee~ ahhh I met Nicola there!!!! she came down to say hi. anddd I met Ainur, she brought me cake! met another Jia with her sister.

they sang me birthday song at McD lol it was embarrassing but fun hahaha because suddenly there’s an aunt who came to our table and asked which one of you celebrate their birthday then she said one of her son is having a birthday too and we end up singing birthday song to him too. cute >,<

then i think around 12 something only we went to see the exhibition hahaha and of course meeting with lots of other ARMYs too! let me try to list it down. hahaha. I met Feefa, Abby, Z le brat, Kina, Anyara, Beth!!!!,  kak tea, wonnie, iffah, Adel, Mimi. Yun and Angel are the one who push me around. i met kak Manja too!!! wish can stay longer to talk to her.

I’m like super thankful to all of them because they seriously so much fun!!! we talked, gossiped, and took lots of photos but of course not in my phone. I received  another 2 cakes ; 1 from kak seul and another 1 from beth and angel. they’re such a sweetheart. so in total 3 cakes.

ahh Z ended up going back with me because hahahahahaha she can 😛 after the event we met adik at cyberjaya, gave her nectar and amil gave her some money lewls arrived home by 11 pm and caught up with some issues on my account but worry not, i’m totally fine with it hahaha so thankful for ‘mute’ function in twitter.

oh yaaa, before i end this post, i actually wanna say THOUSANDS OF THANKS to my buddies [YUN, ANGEL, JIA, BETH] for entertaining me there, pushed me around the checkpoints in the exhibition, to KakSeul and Ainur for giving me cakes for my birthday [Angel and Beth too!] and to KakSeul for taking lots of photos for me.

this is like my first time joining an event in a fandom and its on my birthday and seriously so thankful to all of them. may god repay you guys good things! its like meeting friends who knew you in real life when you actually knew them from internet. first time is like thousands time already because never feel any gap in the friendship. i might end up crying lol i reallly3x love them so much oh god please get them under your protection!

lastly, thank you for all the birthday wishes [hi AG! love you! <3] from my friends and followers in my fan account and yeahh basically everyone who wishes me. may good things happen to you too! enjoy the pictures.

with ABBY AND KAK TEA
AT MCD
WITH MIMI
BUDDIES ❤
KAK MANJA!!!
AINUR, THANKS FOR THE CAKE
from AINUR

FROM KAK SEUL

FROM BETH AND ANGEL

ps: thank god not so many people in the foodcourt. its hahahaha…. but thanks guys. i really3 love you guys. i had so much fun on my birthday this year! i might missed some names so, sorry!

.D4 and whats up.

Assalamualaikum wbt

wow bapak lamaaaaaaa ahhh tak tulis kt sini. awkwarddddd. hahahaha. anyway,, D4 till Ramadan ends. how’s your ramadan? hopefully everything goes well and may it be better than previous ramadan [well we never know if we gonna meet next ramadan right]

i really want to write again but wow procrastination is like my best friend now and i end up forgetting it lewls alasan2 hahaha some of it is because new phone have smaller memory so i cant download wp apps because last time i’m so rajin is because i can update blog directly from my handphone 😛

whats else?  ahhh i’m still undergoing physical therapy. once a week. have another 10 sessions. T_T its kinda boring because same thing all over again. procrastination at its best. i supposed i can walk normally by now but ha ha omgggg when will I have enough courage if i dont push myself right?

ahh i’ll try to update often after this. i think I NEED TO! to ensure i have some courage and support for myself to be able to walk normally [physical therapy or not] ahhh this is more for self-motivation.

have you ever like someone who’s so motivated @ achieved everything they wanted that at the end makes you want to achieve your dreams too? yeahh i think thats what happened to me right now. like RIGHT NOW. if my boys, BTS can do well in everything that did, why am i not like them? my dreams are not as big as theirs but i do hope i can achieve it.

hurm… till then

FARHAHK

.새해 복 많이 받으세요~.

Hi everyone

I hope its not to late to wish every one who still read this blog, a very

HAPPY NEW YEAR

새해 복 많이 받으세요~
SELAMAT TAHUN BARU….

may all your goals are achieve by the end of the year. lol. Hopefully. Anyway, here I am to share my goals. (Namjoon said its okay if you don’t achieve your goals, at least you have it XD)

  1. to be healthy – this one is ongoing process like finally after WAITING FOR 3 YEARS, i managed to go to physiotherapy. Just wait for 30 sessions and I hope am able to walk normally again and yes its only 30 sessions and you don’t have to wait for 3 years for that
  2. Get a job/satisfying salary/money – i have education loan to pay. Damn! ;(
  3. Meet 방탄
  4. Learn hangul and arab? Most probably hangul first 😛
  5. Try vlog – I always wanna try vlogging yeahhh I did record few videos but haven’t managed to edit it YET! hopefully soon
  6. More reading – I should read more. I have like hundreds books from bbw last time that i haven’t read. LoL.
  7. Selling some k stuffs – am gonna focus on one group only i hope
  8. More writing – here! In this blog. 

I think thats all for now? Hope its not too much and am able to achieve it. Anyway, today is my fave bro birthday 🎂

새일ㅊㅋㅎ 남동생

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

SELAMAT HARI LAHIR

May all your wishes come trueeee! Panjang umur. Luas rejeki. Cepat kawin lol and all the best semester baru! Fighting! 💪💪💪

I think thats all. Till then, take care!

FarhahK

.messy 2016 끝.

Assalamualaikum wbt

apa kabar semuanya.. harap2 sihat belaka lah nak masuk tahun baru ni. and… pung pang pung esok dah tahun baru, so how’s your azam this year… tercapai ke idok.. hahaha…. rasanya ade je yang tercapai tapi ade jugak yang tak tercapai contohnya macam… ehem.. turunkan berat… ahahaha… meh recap what happened in 2016…

so i have like 7 azam for this year and….. half of it is achieved i guess… lets see what my azam this year

  1. sembuh & sihat
  2. graduate
  3. self improvementt
  4. travel
  5. business
  6. writing
  7. spend less

so… sembuh & sihat is in progress… i now remember that i want to tell you guys that i’m on physiotherapy sessions now… likeee FINALLLYYYYYYYYYYY… so its almost 20 sessions now and… my therapist said by the end of 20th session, hopefully i can try for hydrotherapy. hopefully i will talk about this in the next post (which i dont know when).

for graduation… yeayyyyy… i finally graduated in BSc Pure Chemistry. Am so thankful to everyone who contributed to my graduation process and my studying process to (which kinda full of obstacles. hahaha. dramatic here!)

for self improvement, well… this is kinda ongoing process but i kinda understand now a lil bit of korean even if it doesnt have subtitles and i can read some writing. ahahaha. yeay.

last time i said if am able to achieve my no 1 azam i will travel but guess what… i dont have to.. (okay.. maybe i shouldnt make it sound like this but….) i managed to travel to Ipoh on February… with mum and siblings… and to South Korea, last two weeks (i’ll write a post for this later – which now makes 2 post on demand – HAHAHAHA) with mum and siblings and my aunt.

On business part, i still have my online shop. do visit it guys just search @kedai_faha on instagram and kedai faha on facebook. i sell shoes and bags and books (sometimes) and by 2017 (which is tomorrow) am gonna start another business. wait for it!

for writing, ahaha… i tried okay this one but.. i didnt get inspired so.. its kinda postpone my intentions but i did write a lot on fancafe. to the boys even they kinda didnt read it. but who’s care. at least, i write something. oh yeah, i wrote a fanfiction but it was funny because it was so simple and blerghhh…

on spending less… ahahaha…. this one is kinda hard because for the recent comeback for my fave kpop group, they decided to come out with 4 versions which…. ahahaha… but.. i did some savings okay. hopefully, by 2017 i really choose wisely  on things i wanna spend my money too!

okay, enough for this year azam and i think i kinda did well on it. hehehe.. so… lets talk about events this year.

for this year alone, i lost 3 family members. the first lost is my grandpa. he passed away on 28th september. a week after that, i lost my sister-cousin, she passed away on 7th october. and lastly, i lost my aunt-grandma on 7th December. i cried hard for my sister-cousin but i guess ALLAH SWT loves beautiful people. so, thats kinda okay now.

other than that, i managed to go to my friends weddings this year. the first one is Rijal’s at taman sri pulai, then, Nazeerah’s wedding at the mines. both weddings on August this year and lastly, Sarah’s wedding at Dewan TNB Kempas on October (kot… but its in Dewan TNB). i also witnessed Sarah’s akad nikah which my mum cried. 😦

for my birthday this year, i got to celebrate it twice. one during on the day itself, where we went to KL. and few days later, my high school friends came to celebrate it of course together with hari raya visit. ahaha. its kinda lucky because my birthday falls on Hari Raya.

oh yeah, this year i managed to get few new friends because of kpop and met them in real life too! hehe ;D hi Lois, Reii, KakSeul, Kakyatt, KakShoda, Teha, Dira, Qila, Aina, KakMyra, KakNady, Aida, KakMing, Yulllaaaaaaaaaaaa, Abby, Leah, Yuna, Mimi, Kiera, Amriena, Nurin, zati, Nana, Fie and everyone else that i didnt mentioned here. you guys are like my source of happiness this year and yesterday, i met 3 of them, KakKiera, z and Fina. it was so much fun that we forgot to celebrate Tae’s bday. ahahaha. hopefully i can meet the rest of them later in 2017.

this year is kinda messy because of what happened in the family. ahaha but we moved on la beb tak kan nak messy forever kan. so… for my family members, mum retired last June and adik finally finished her high shool. yeay, she got like 5 secondary shools that surpassed me already and Ojan finally stopped working with dad. yeay!

hopefully, 2017 will treat me, mum and siblings better than this year. till then, see you next year!

FARHAHK

.again.

Assalamualaikum wbt

how are youuu everyoneeee… well… today… i have some sad news to inform lah. my grandma’s sister passed away on the 7th December 2016. well, basically, she’s my grandma too because i never met my real grandma [mum’s mum] because she passed away even before i was born. so… we received the news early in the morning around 830AM from my aunty who live nearby her place. but on that day, i have a physio therapy session so i couldnt make it 😦

she used to babysit me when we lived in Pontian, phewww that was such a long time ago. she was healthy when i was in primary school but turned bedridden because of stroke when i was in secondary school [ if i’m not mistaken ] until she died. I’m kinda closed to her because you know, i didnt get a chance to know my real grandma so… always so gedik2 with her if i come to her house.

i dont know why la so many people died in my family this year. ergh… this is so saddening and yeah…. i need to stop before i flooded this with my tears.

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till then guys,

please take care of your health and stay safe okay~