.27 and counting.

Assalamualaikum wbt

hello people. long time no see *again* anyway,, i want to share what i did during my birthday this year. well, as you all know [please pretend you even when you dont], i’m usually dont join big event especially if the event is outside johor. thank god, last weekend was a special one.

I went for an event by @btsforcharity. they organised an event at  ARTCUBE GALLERY, KUALA LUMPUR last weekend, #LUSTRUMSCENE. its an account for bts fans but they’re more on doing charity event and stuffs. long story short, yupp this event.

so, the journey started after subuh. we [me and bro] dropped my mum at AYER KEROH, MELAKA. Then moved to KL. I arrived there around 10.50-ish. Yuna picked me up. then we lepak2 at McD. Met Jia and B, superfun! I met Jia before at Shah Alam. Met Angel too! Met KakSeul, Bee~ ahhh I met Nicola there!!!! she came down to say hi. anddd I met Ainur, she brought me cake! met another Jia with her sister.

they sang me birthday song at McD lol it was embarrassing but fun hahaha because suddenly there’s an aunt who came to our table and asked which one of you celebrate their birthday then she said one of her son is having a birthday too and we end up singing birthday song to him too. cute >,<

then i think around 12 something only we went to see the exhibition hahaha and of course meeting with lots of other ARMYs too! let me try to list it down. hahaha. I met Feefa, Abby, Z le brat, Kina, Anyara, Beth!!!!,  kak tea, wonnie, iffah, Adel, Mimi. Yun and Angel are the one who push me around. i met kak Manja too!!! wish can stay longer to talk to her.

I’m like super thankful to all of them because they seriously so much fun!!! we talked, gossiped, and took lots of photos but of course not in my phone. I received  another 2 cakes ; 1 from kak seul and another 1 from beth and angel. they’re such a sweetheart. so in total 3 cakes.

ahh Z ended up going back with me because hahahahahaha she can 😛 after the event we met adik at cyberjaya, gave her nectar and amil gave her some money lewls arrived home by 11 pm and caught up with some issues on my account but worry not, i’m totally fine with it hahaha so thankful for ‘mute’ function in twitter.

oh yaaa, before i end this post, i actually wanna say THOUSANDS OF THANKS to my buddies [YUN, ANGEL, JIA, BETH] for entertaining me there, pushed me around the checkpoints in the exhibition, to KakSeul and Ainur for giving me cakes for my birthday [Angel and Beth too!] and to KakSeul for taking lots of photos for me.

this is like my first time joining an event in a fandom and its on my birthday and seriously so thankful to all of them. may god repay you guys good things! its like meeting friends who knew you in real life when you actually knew them from internet. first time is like thousands time already because never feel any gap in the friendship. i might end up crying lol i reallly3x love them so much oh god please get them under your protection!

lastly, thank you for all the birthday wishes [hi AG! love you! <3] from my friends and followers in my fan account and yeahh basically everyone who wishes me. may good things happen to you too! enjoy the pictures.

from AINUR



ps: thank god not so many people in the foodcourt. its hahahaha…. but thanks guys. i really3 love you guys. i had so much fun on my birthday this year! i might missed some names so, sorry!


.messy 2016 끝.

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apa kabar semuanya.. harap2 sihat belaka lah nak masuk tahun baru ni. and… pung pang pung esok dah tahun baru, so how’s your azam this year… tercapai ke idok.. hahaha…. rasanya ade je yang tercapai tapi ade jugak yang tak tercapai contohnya macam… ehem.. turunkan berat… ahahaha… meh recap what happened in 2016…

so i have like 7 azam for this year and….. half of it is achieved i guess… lets see what my azam this year

  1. sembuh & sihat
  2. graduate
  3. self improvementt
  4. travel
  5. business
  6. writing
  7. spend less

so… sembuh & sihat is in progress… i now remember that i want to tell you guys that i’m on physiotherapy sessions now… likeee FINALLLYYYYYYYYYYY… so its almost 20 sessions now and… my therapist said by the end of 20th session, hopefully i can try for hydrotherapy. hopefully i will talk about this in the next post (which i dont know when).

for graduation… yeayyyyy… i finally graduated in BSc Pure Chemistry. Am so thankful to everyone who contributed to my graduation process and my studying process to (which kinda full of obstacles. hahaha. dramatic here!)

for self improvement, well… this is kinda ongoing process but i kinda understand now a lil bit of korean even if it doesnt have subtitles and i can read some writing. ahahaha. yeay.

last time i said if am able to achieve my no 1 azam i will travel but guess what… i dont have to.. (okay.. maybe i shouldnt make it sound like this but….) i managed to travel to Ipoh on February… with mum and siblings… and to South Korea, last two weeks (i’ll write a post for this later – which now makes 2 post on demand – HAHAHAHA) with mum and siblings and my aunt.

On business part, i still have my online shop. do visit it guys just search @kedai_faha on instagram and kedai faha on facebook. i sell shoes and bags and books (sometimes) and by 2017 (which is tomorrow) am gonna start another business. wait for it!

for writing, ahaha… i tried okay this one but.. i didnt get inspired so.. its kinda postpone my intentions but i did write a lot on fancafe. to the boys even they kinda didnt read it. but who’s care. at least, i write something. oh yeah, i wrote a fanfiction but it was funny because it was so simple and blerghhh…

on spending less… ahahaha…. this one is kinda hard because for the recent comeback for my fave kpop group, they decided to come out with 4 versions which…. ahahaha… but.. i did some savings okay. hopefully, by 2017 i really choose wisely  on things i wanna spend my money too!

okay, enough for this year azam and i think i kinda did well on it. hehehe.. so… lets talk about events this year.

for this year alone, i lost 3 family members. the first lost is my grandpa. he passed away on 28th september. a week after that, i lost my sister-cousin, she passed away on 7th october. and lastly, i lost my aunt-grandma on 7th December. i cried hard for my sister-cousin but i guess ALLAH SWT loves beautiful people. so, thats kinda okay now.

other than that, i managed to go to my friends weddings this year. the first one is Rijal’s at taman sri pulai, then, Nazeerah’s wedding at the mines. both weddings on August this year and lastly, Sarah’s wedding at Dewan TNB Kempas on October (kot… but its in Dewan TNB). i also witnessed Sarah’s akad nikah which my mum cried. 😦

for my birthday this year, i got to celebrate it twice. one during on the day itself, where we went to KL. and few days later, my high school friends came to celebrate it of course together with hari raya visit. ahaha. its kinda lucky because my birthday falls on Hari Raya.

oh yeah, this year i managed to get few new friends because of kpop and met them in real life too! hehe ;D hi Lois, Reii, KakSeul, Kakyatt, KakShoda, Teha, Dira, Qila, Aina, KakMyra, KakNady, Aida, KakMing, Yulllaaaaaaaaaaaa, Abby, Leah, Yuna, Mimi, Kiera, Amriena, Nurin, zati, Nana, Fie and everyone else that i didnt mentioned here. you guys are like my source of happiness this year and yesterday, i met 3 of them, KakKiera, z and Fina. it was so much fun that we forgot to celebrate Tae’s bday. ahahaha. hopefully i can meet the rest of them later in 2017.

this year is kinda messy because of what happened in the family. ahaha but we moved on la beb tak kan nak messy forever kan. so… for my family members, mum retired last June and adik finally finished her high shool. yeay, she got like 5 secondary shools that surpassed me already and Ojan finally stopped working with dad. yeay!

hopefully, 2017 will treat me, mum and siblings better than this year. till then, see you next year!


.tell me something i dont know.

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ape2 hal.. layan dulu ni.

so the other day, aku pergi jumpa kaunselor sebab i was so stress with my life XD it was more stressful after the meeting like WTH SERIOUSLYYY???!!!! HAHAHA. aku pergi tu sebab yela. stress sampai tak dapat nak fokus untuk buat kerja pe semua because you know, am in my final year so i need to write up a thesis, still attending class and need to go thru test quizzes and all. kalau aku tak dapat nak study sebab stress i should seek for solution la kan? by that, aku refer la pada orang profesional dalam kes ni kononnya kaunselor.

aku pernahlah write up an email masa cuti sebab stress lepas tu they called me and asked me what should i do like…. seriously lah aku yang kena tahu? i mean, i seek for your help yet you asked me what i should do? blerghhhh… so i was like ignore the phone call sebab sumpah sakit hati wei.

then, aku pergi la kan konon baik ni pergi pusat kaunseling pastu i was crying my heart out and spill. well, aku spill sikit2 jela sebab based on  ‘her’ (the counselor) respond, she didnt actually respond the way she should, in my opinionlah. i mean, i go there spilling my family problems but she wayyyyyyy to concern about my disability? in case you guys miss it, i have been on wheelchair for the past year (since i was caught on fever for a week long). i was like, hello… can you help me about my problem?? not my disability?? because i was way okay about my disability. i have been on wheelchair for 5 years for godsake and i knew what is okay for me or what is not okay and there she goes like, you should go exercise, swimming, go for massage blablabla. WHAT THE HELL MANNNNNNN!!!

i went back to hostel still crying. my face became so bloated and my eyes are so sore because i was crying for 4 hours straight oh god. i looked so ugly on that day i wished i never go to pusat kaunseling. HAHAHA anyway, in conclusion i couldnt find any solution from her? so i told my supervisor everything and she was like okay. but still i need to struggle to finish up my thesis ohhh a week left~~

till then,

be sad for a while and be happy again after.



.half way thru.

assalamualaikum wbt

hello and hi everyone. its me! farhah. i knew i have been on hiatus (cewahhh) for a longgggggg time but believe me am still remember this blog (uhuks uhuks). anyway,,, i am left with another a month plus half a month before i finish my degree life. it was so tough that i nearly give up. ohh god.. the temptation to delay my fyp is so big but i figure it out that i should really keep my work done. okay, apa aku membebel ni.

apa2 pon, i will be free sebelum june ends. ohhh tak sabarnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. hopefully i pass thru this period successfully. my 1st paper is on 5th june and last paper is on 9th june and my good friend from matriculation get married on 4th june and i wanna go but i will be very busy on that week with my final year project presentation i wanna cryyyyyyy so bad.

by the wayyyy, my favorite kpop group is coming back this may!!!! yeah… the mv teaser is so lit i nearly died. hahahaha. so exaggerating here’s the proof. i hope everyone watch it fall in love with them like they are so good you are missing something in your life if you dont stan them 😛

last but not least, please pray for my safety and my final year project. thank you! and enjoyyyyyy~~~

.mid sem break.

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pejam celik pejam celik dah mid sem breakkk wei. tinggal lagi dalam 7 minggu camtu sebelum sem 1 sesi 2015|2016 habis. perghh pergh pergh…begitu pantas masa berlalu. hahaha.. drama sungguh. anyway, aku tak start sketching lagi. insyallah cuti ni sketch, naik cuti midsem break ni, aku run ke analyse ke. huwaaaaaaaaaaaa…takut sangat tak dapat result T_T mohon didoakan. pastu baru teringat nak kena buat logbook. haramj satu hape pon aku tak buat lagi. bengong boleh tahan wei. naik cuti kena present pulopp tu. arghhhh… *tarik rambut* by the way,nama pon cuti mid sem kan. ape chill cerita pasal study.. hahahaha. tapi an.. aku berniat nak siapkn assignment sebelum cuti deepavali which is today and tomorrow. and.. yeah…hopefully…

aku takdelah addict sangat dah dengan k-drama sekarang ni sebab internet kat kolej tak memberangsangkan..and.. duduk asrama ann..tak balik so nak stream tu malas. aku bukan jenis yang suka men-download2 ni. jadinya harap kat orang jugakla. cumanyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa……baru2 ni aku ade tengok 1 drama, THE VILLAGE : ACHIHARA ‘S SECRET. lebih kurang gini la tajuknya. ade MOON GEUN YOUNG dgn SUNGJAE BTOB. bestttttttttttt sangat. masuk minggu ni dah EPISOD 10. ada lagi 6 episod kot.

kenapa best…sebab citer ni lain dari lain. tak ade mushy2 macam most k-drama tapi penyiasatan. tengok setiap episod tu macam baca novel satu2 chapter. citer ni pasal apa… pasal…seorang adik ni…dia nak cari akak dia. diorang terpisah masa kecil selepas family diorang kemalangan yang mana mak dengan ayah diorang mati..adik dia ni…nenek dia ambil bawak pegi kanada..akak dia pulak kena tinggal dekat korea sebab akak dia ni sebenarnya anak angkat.kira bukan sister-in-blood la. pastu lepas 20 tahun camtu..adik dia ni balik korea and dapat mengajar kat satu kampung ni, kampung achihara. masa 1st week, adik dia ade kejar student nak pergi merokok kat hutan, sat g adik dia terjatuh and terjumpa rangka mayat. mayat tu dah 2 tahun T_T maka bermulalah misteri mencari identiti mayat tu… kira kat kampung tu ade 2 kelompok, 1 yang nak adik dia ni tahu kebenaran, 1 lagi yang taknak adik dia tahu kebenaran sebab si adik ni ada kaitan dengan mayat tu. so far memang takdela mushy2 ni. ade baca kat 1 forum ni pun, diorang ckp PD (producer) cakap drama ni takde love line. sesape rasa macam takde ke citer2 best nak tengok, bolehlah tengok THE VILLAGE : ACHIHARA’S SECRET. besttttttttt!

semalam ade MELON MUSIC AWARDS 2015. BANGTAN (BTS) my current favorite group won BEST DANCE AWARD : MALE GROUP. tapi diorang memang daebak gila dancing kot. tak caya? tengok ah DOPE MV diorang. dahlah 360 degree camera pastu laju nak mati dancenye tapi sedih gakkkk semalam sebab diorangnya performance 1 lagu je. tapi intro memang gempak gila laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…. styleeeeeee sangat…kira semalam INTRO + I NEED U *REMIX* best! congratulations BTS!!! hahaha. bajet diorang baca je. okay2..aku letak skali lah video nya. nanti tengok tau. diorang tercalon gak BEST GROUP dengan ARTIST OF THE YEAR utk MAMA 2015 tapi ramai ARMY tak puas hati gak sebab diorang tak tercalon BEST DANCE. Padahal diorang DANCE memang best kot. yela..kalau tak, takkan menang mase MMA kan? hahahaha. ape2 pun, bangga gak la. cewah…

till then, bye!



.final year life.

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fuhhhhhhh…dah few weeks naik sem. proposal untuk final year project dah hantar pastu kena betulkan pastu……… susahnya final year project. rasa macam nak quit pon ada. 😦 macamana orang boleh surviveeeeeeee final year???!!! anyway,, aku kan buat pasal computational chem. orang cakap senang. seeennnaaannnggg sangat kau! padahal lagi susah tauuuuuu sebab…software yang kita pakai utk fyp tu tak belajar masa kelas pon. kau bayang ah nak kena pakai benda tak pena belajar. untuk dapatkan result pe smua. dalam masa 2 sem. kalau kau buat experimental, dapat product/result so bolehla argue. buat computer ni, tak dapat result/ data kau nak goreng apeeeeeeeee?!!! harapnya bolehla survive fyp ni.

alhamdulillah dapat cari junior 4-5 orang untuk tolong hantar pergi balik kelas, belikan makan malam, tengahari. memang bersyukur sangat ada orang tolong. diorang tu pon baik2… ketuanya si diana tu. hahaha. budak tu je tak betul sangat. hahahaha. keja nak melawak je. tapi best la. takdela hambar hidup aku kat utm. trololololol. insyallah luas network kenalan. 😛

next 2 weeks, bebudak kelas convo. bestnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!! and minggu konvo tu birthday ummi tapi adik tak balik pulak. so,, postpone la kot nak celebrate birthday ummi. ummi mintak kek aiskrim baskin robbin. mwahahahaha.

pasal kesihatan, alhamdulillah selepas almost lebih half a year berubat di muar, aku dah agak kuat sikit berbanding sebelum ni. insyallah, aku target by next year dah boleh jalan macam biasa. right now, boleh jalan short distance tapi bongkok and tangan tak begitu kuat so bila bawak beg laptop dan sebagainya….rasa macam beratnyaaa. tapi ok la. takde nak demam2 lagi. yeay! and bisa2 pun jarang kecuali masa yang jerebu teruk 2 3 minggu lepas sampai 2 3 kali UTM bagi cuti sebab IPU reading sekitar kampus 201-300. aku target bila nak konvo next year dah boleh lariiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. mohon didoakan.

btw, ni pasal my minat, kpop, kalau tak nak baca boleh skip perenggan ni. baru2 ni…aku ada terminat 1 group, BTS. bangtan. ada RAPMON, JIN, SUGA, JHOPE, JIMIN, V, JUNGKOOK. best!!! hahaha. tapi mampu beli pre-loved album je. takde pc masa beli. sedih2. hahahaha. tapi part 2 Hwa Yan Yeon Hwa, HYYH (taktahu eja betul ke tak), aku dah pre-order. diorang cakap nak comeback october 2015 untuk HYYH PART 2 tapi takde lagi. ni dah 17 hb. waeee?!!! bila nak comeback ni??!!! hari2 tunggu pastuuuu hari tu…birthday JIMIN. best gila kot K-ARMYS. diorg siap design bus pe sme pastu bagi rice cake gambar jimin. aku tengok ade fansite bagi basikal boleh lipat2 tu. T_T bestnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. pastu utk birthday V next month tak pasti diorang nak bagi apa tapi kalau donate sekian2 dapat pc lah kalender la. pastukaaaaaaaaan, sekarang macam musim orang design dolls kpop idol. aku ade follow 1 kedai ni. asyik update pasal infinite punya dolls. pastu ni dah follow bebyk bts fansite…byk gak orang jual dolls. aaaaaaaaaa…motip sangat kalau nak beli. ohhh…yg HYYH part 2 tu nak beli sebab….video prologue tuuuuuuuuuuuuu… jap i bagi kat bawah ni…

yg ni video sebelum bighit potong. yang dah potong bawah ni.pastuuuuuuuuuuuuu… byk gila teori diorang buat…. ni semua based on I NEED U MV. tengoklaaaaaa tengoklaaaaaaa. dah lama takde mv bercorak cerita dalam kpop world. kalau dulu, BIGBANG punya MV selalu dalam bentuk story. kali ni BTS buat dalam bentuk story, memang best ah…

I NEED U MV (15+)


setelah sekian lama, ade pon MV yang berbentuk story. so,, semua ARMYS (fans of BTS) tertunggu tunggu HYYH PART 2. sebab tengok prologue tuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..sedihnyaaaaaaaaa.. antara teori yang ada tu, semua MATI kecuali JIN (kim seok jin). so JIN pegi flashback kenangan. pastu yang memula mati tu V sbb terjun tu tapi………… semua teori ni akan tergantung selagi HYYH Part 2 tak keluar. hahaha. nama english HYYH tu, IN THE MOOD FOR LIFE / THE BEST MOMENT IN LIFE. tazzabaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar.

laju je kalau citer pasal kpop. hahahha. tu jela. nanti kalau rajin, citer lagi. buh-bye!

till then, take care.

.final exam.

Assalamualaikum wbt

apa kabar semua?? huu… \(^^)/ dah nak final exam. yeay… still mood nak study tak berapa nak ada 😛 ngeh3…first of all sebabnya.. kredit hour cam tak cukup je 70 untuk buat latihan industri next year. hoorraaayyyy… extend lagi setahun. ngahahahhaa… ok..sebenarnya tak sure pon cukup ke tak sebab tak tanye lagi kat pejabat. if consider yang credit hour exchange tu kire cukup utk LI tpi klau x consider,,nan hado wei nak LI.

anyway,, i will be off from the exam after 8hb Januari. tak sabarrrr ;D sebab kinda have a big plan to pump in money into my wallet. tapi tengoklah camna kan?? moga diberi yang terbaik oleh Allah SWT.

lastly,,, i think i survived 2013. a very well done job despite all the saying.. hahaha.. just ignore them and have fun?? well.. not really but i guess i have found my pace in my life nowadays that i need to mention that i survive 2013? hahahaha. maybe 2014 will bring more good news (macam aku dipinang orang contohnya despite that one lousy man who keep saying nobody will marry me :p booooo) which i hope will make me more positive towards life. (yeah..am still not that positive after what had happened to me before). so,, yeah… i think i survived 2013 very well.

oh yaa…i have been listening to EXO recently, their Christmas album is so good. yeah..especially Miracles in December. have a try… their previous full album also good. didnt manage to get one but will get one soon (when there’s money, there’s talk 😛 get what i mean?). i recommended you guys to listen to Heart Attack, Dont Go, Growl is not bad too! i love it. and..my bias in the group are D.O (he’s cute) and Lay (he got dimple..so cute too!)

this is seriously last,, have faith and happy new year!!! till then, take care.

ps: my friend, Shuhada got into accident. she broke her wrist if am not mistaken, lets all pray so that she will get well soon (she’s one of the FAIRY BOYS and she helped me a lot like REALLY A LOT!)

pps: i will write about my BANDUNG TRIP after my final exam. wait for it 😛 (like nobody cares~)