.2 weeks into 2019.

Assalamualaikum wbt

almost 2 weeks into 2019. hows your 2019 everyone? hopefully everyone come into 2019 with good vibes and good vibes only hehehe but its okayyy if you started 2019 with not-so-good vibes because heyy its just getting started and we still have 300+ days to overcome whatever difficulties we had.

anywayy,, i’ve started my 2019 with a new therapy session. not exactly with therapist but with fitness trainer. had few session in 2018 and it was so good like super good and i decided why not continue it in 2019 right? so here i am

the pool is wayyyy bigger than previous pool so i’m totallyyyy okayyy with it. its kinda tiring (as always) but I’m more happy doing this kind of exercise @ therapy session so i dont mind the tiring part lolololol

anyway,, any new year resolution?

well,, first and forever is to be able to walk normally…? or at least without any help. i planned to go so many places this year and hope to achieve it. then to open one-man company huhu i want to do business seriously…?  its not like what i’m doing is not serious but ahhh i need some ‘target’ lololol idk how to say it. i’ve been group order manager for almost 2 years (this feb is 2 year!!!!) and hopefully to branch out as kpop (anything similar) supplier this year hahaha

ahh yeah,, i’m going to LOVE YOURSELF CONCERT in SINGAPORE next week!!!! oh my god so excited and nervous and aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa \(^o^)/ finally meeting the boys and few mutuals…. also most of them do like free giveaway so something I wanna do that but idk what i should give aka me #untalentedarmy lol

i think thats all hahaha

will write again later aka pls dont forget to write

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.27 and counting.

Assalamualaikum wbt

hello people. long time no see *again* anyway,, i want to share what i did during my birthday this year. well, as you all know [please pretend you even when you dont], i’m usually dont join big event especially if the event is outside johor. thank god, last weekend was a special one.

I went for an event by @btsforcharity. they organised an event at  ARTCUBE GALLERY, KUALA LUMPUR last weekend, #LUSTRUMSCENE. its an account for bts fans but they’re more on doing charity event and stuffs. long story short, yupp this event.

so, the journey started after subuh. we [me and bro] dropped my mum at AYER KEROH, MELAKA. Then moved to KL. I arrived there around 10.50-ish. Yuna picked me up. then we lepak2 at McD. Met Jia and B, superfun! I met Jia before at Shah Alam. Met Angel too! Met KakSeul, Bee~ ahhh I met Nicola there!!!! she came down to say hi. anddd I met Ainur, she brought me cake! met another Jia with her sister.

they sang me birthday song at McD lol it was embarrassing but fun hahaha because suddenly there’s an aunt who came to our table and asked which one of you celebrate their birthday then she said one of her son is having a birthday too and we end up singing birthday song to him too. cute >,<

then i think around 12 something only we went to see the exhibition hahaha and of course meeting with lots of other ARMYs too! let me try to list it down. hahaha. I met Feefa, Abby, Z le brat, Kina, Anyara, Beth!!!!,  kak tea, wonnie, iffah, Adel, Mimi. Yun and Angel are the one who push me around. i met kak Manja too!!! wish can stay longer to talk to her.

I’m like super thankful to all of them because they seriously so much fun!!! we talked, gossiped, and took lots of photos but of course not in my phone. I received  another 2 cakes ; 1 from kak seul and another 1 from beth and angel. they’re such a sweetheart. so in total 3 cakes.

ahh Z ended up going back with me because hahahahahaha she can 😛 after the event we met adik at cyberjaya, gave her nectar and amil gave her some money lewls arrived home by 11 pm and caught up with some issues on my account but worry not, i’m totally fine with it hahaha so thankful for ‘mute’ function in twitter.

oh yaaa, before i end this post, i actually wanna say THOUSANDS OF THANKS to my buddies [YUN, ANGEL, JIA, BETH] for entertaining me there, pushed me around the checkpoints in the exhibition, to KakSeul and Ainur for giving me cakes for my birthday [Angel and Beth too!] and to KakSeul for taking lots of photos for me.

this is like my first time joining an event in a fandom and its on my birthday and seriously so thankful to all of them. may god repay you guys good things! its like meeting friends who knew you in real life when you actually knew them from internet. first time is like thousands time already because never feel any gap in the friendship. i might end up crying lol i reallly3x love them so much oh god please get them under your protection!

lastly, thank you for all the birthday wishes [hi AG! love you! <3] from my friends and followers in my fan account and yeahh basically everyone who wishes me. may good things happen to you too! enjoy the pictures.

with ABBY AND KAK TEA
AT MCD
WITH MIMI
BUDDIES ❤
KAK MANJA!!!
AINUR, THANKS FOR THE CAKE
from AINUR

FROM KAK SEUL

FROM BETH AND ANGEL

ps: thank god not so many people in the foodcourt. its hahahaha…. but thanks guys. i really3 love you guys. i had so much fun on my birthday this year! i might missed some names so, sorry!

.latest.

Assalamualaikum wbt

wowwwww… last post was on March. wth that was so long time ago hahahahaha. so here’s a little update about almost everthing… especially about Raya 2017 hahaha so… before Raya is Ojan’s birthday. did we celebrate it… i dont remember wth what a bad sister i am. anyway, during Ramadhan, mum-dad-bro went to do Umrah. adik worked at BlackCanyon Aeon Bukit Indah after that and during 1st day raya.

On 1st raya, me-mum-ojan-amil went for Solat Raya then we went to visit adik at her work place before going to Pak Uteh @ Kulai. later that day, my cousins came to our house. 2nd raya, we have mum side family event at dewan STAR (1) till afternoon then later at night, my aunts and uncles came to our house, slept over. we went to our neighbor house (aunt Seni’s house) and the next day, we went to Kuala Lumpur for dad side family event. okaylaaaah but not that merry because yeah 2 of my favorite cousins are not with us. 1 in Aussie another 1 passed away last year. i miss kak ikin.

later that day, we went to Vistana. the next morning, we went to Aunt zai’s house somewhere in Ampang then went to Genting Highlands. Slept over at Seri Malaysia then we went to Janda baik, Aunt Rosmah’s house and later that day we went to Aunt Peanut’s house somewhere in Cheras i think. on our way back to Johor, we dropped by Melaka (slept over at Equtorial Hotel). Ojan went to raya his friend’s house (idk where but in Melaka) and we went to Aunt Bai’s house near Klebang too.

few days after that we went to KL again. to send adik back to her college. went to Aunt Nora’s house at Shah Alam. visited my aunt grandma too. went to Aunt Asan’s house at Shah Alam too then only sent adik. slept over at MakChah’s house at Kluang. revealing all those behind-the-stories for all the things that happened in the family. i cried.

wow so many places. then since my birthday still on raya time. mum did open house during that day. i invited my friends to but hahahaha only my kpop girlfriends came. kak kiera and her sister, dyana. Ida, UTM + kpop girlfriend, and for the first time, Ainabena hehehe. she came with her friend. the next day, my bestfriends from high school came, Sarah, her husband and Wani. after that, Fiza and her plus one. and guess what. her plus one is someone related to my highschool teacher. WHATTTT A SMALL WORLD.

i think thats all for my raya. hahaha. lemme see later if i can remember something else. yup. i’ll upload photos too. please wait. hahaha.

whats else happen eh.. ohh last week actually my last hydrotherapy session but yeah i decided to continue my hydrotherapy session so 15 sessions more and a little more exercise before going into the pool. my therapist said its something to do with spine correction and… guess what… i did 20-minutes bicycle these days… and this is to achieve my goal of wanting to go to BTS WINGS FINAL TOUR at Seoul this 8-9-10 December 2017. hopefully i’m fit enough because I really want to go sobsssss Wings concert is like the best era for me… hopefully…

i think thats all. i really need to brighten up this blog with my previous promises hahaha. the korea blog and therapy i guess lol i also forgot already what i promised here~ till then. see you next time. take care~

.hbu.

Assalamualaikum wbt

wowwwwwwwwww………. 2 months and more passed by without me writing anything when my new year resolution is to write more LOL pardon me. anyway, a little bit update of myself. for self reflection. XD am now undergoing hydrotherapy session. last tuesday was my 4th session. i still have around 11 sessions. its fun because we played in the pool but the energy drain is no joke one. got super tired after that and the after effect last till 2 days and sometimes moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i feel like dying every single time after the session.

other than that, adik just received her SPM result last Thursday and it was brilliant. she surpassed me and her brothers results. of course. ahaha but well… she’s the only social science student in the siblings so… her result should be excellent. hahaha. anyway, CONGRATULATIONS SISTERRRRRRRRRRRRR~~~

What else huh…. i think thats all… ahaha oh yeah, i knew i’ve been planning to write about my south korea trip but sadlyyyyyyyyy enough, my old handphone is kinda dont want to start up. something is wrong at its charger port and i still havent go to any shop to repair it andddddddd…. the real reason is all my photos are in there (please cry together with me) and yeah its not on the phone SD card or anything because my old phone have like 64GB memory so everything is in the phone instead. T_T hopefully i can repair it soon to update @ write about my south korea trip.

ohhh i read a new book too. but still  havent finish it. aaaaaaaaaaaaa… so many things to do so little time. i… will… update about the book once i finish reading it. insyallah. pray for me.

lastly, take care! stay safe! dont get injured! rest well! eat well! (these have been my words everytime i dropped by fancafe lol and i’m using it here now) and please pray for my speedy recovery (i have so many things i wanna do :()

FARHAHK

.새해 복 많이 받으세요~.

Hi everyone

I hope its not to late to wish every one who still read this blog, a very

HAPPY NEW YEAR

새해 복 많이 받으세요~
SELAMAT TAHUN BARU….

may all your goals are achieve by the end of the year. lol. Hopefully. Anyway, here I am to share my goals. (Namjoon said its okay if you don’t achieve your goals, at least you have it XD)

  1. to be healthy – this one is ongoing process like finally after WAITING FOR 3 YEARS, i managed to go to physiotherapy. Just wait for 30 sessions and I hope am able to walk normally again and yes its only 30 sessions and you don’t have to wait for 3 years for that
  2. Get a job/satisfying salary/money – i have education loan to pay. Damn! ;(
  3. Meet 방탄
  4. Learn hangul and arab? Most probably hangul first 😛
  5. Try vlog – I always wanna try vlogging yeahhh I did record few videos but haven’t managed to edit it YET! hopefully soon
  6. More reading – I should read more. I have like hundreds books from bbw last time that i haven’t read. LoL.
  7. Selling some k stuffs – am gonna focus on one group only i hope
  8. More writing – here! In this blog. 

I think thats all for now? Hope its not too much and am able to achieve it. Anyway, today is my fave bro birthday 🎂

새일ㅊㅋㅎ 남동생

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

SELAMAT HARI LAHIR

May all your wishes come trueeee! Panjang umur. Luas rejeki. Cepat kawin lol and all the best semester baru! Fighting! 💪💪💪

I think thats all. Till then, take care!

FarhahK

.messy 2016 끝.

Assalamualaikum wbt

apa kabar semuanya.. harap2 sihat belaka lah nak masuk tahun baru ni. and… pung pang pung esok dah tahun baru, so how’s your azam this year… tercapai ke idok.. hahaha…. rasanya ade je yang tercapai tapi ade jugak yang tak tercapai contohnya macam… ehem.. turunkan berat… ahahaha… meh recap what happened in 2016…

so i have like 7 azam for this year and….. half of it is achieved i guess… lets see what my azam this year

  1. sembuh & sihat
  2. graduate
  3. self improvementt
  4. travel
  5. business
  6. writing
  7. spend less

so… sembuh & sihat is in progress… i now remember that i want to tell you guys that i’m on physiotherapy sessions now… likeee FINALLLYYYYYYYYYYY… so its almost 20 sessions now and… my therapist said by the end of 20th session, hopefully i can try for hydrotherapy. hopefully i will talk about this in the next post (which i dont know when).

for graduation… yeayyyyy… i finally graduated in BSc Pure Chemistry. Am so thankful to everyone who contributed to my graduation process and my studying process to (which kinda full of obstacles. hahaha. dramatic here!)

for self improvement, well… this is kinda ongoing process but i kinda understand now a lil bit of korean even if it doesnt have subtitles and i can read some writing. ahahaha. yeay.

last time i said if am able to achieve my no 1 azam i will travel but guess what… i dont have to.. (okay.. maybe i shouldnt make it sound like this but….) i managed to travel to Ipoh on February… with mum and siblings… and to South Korea, last two weeks (i’ll write a post for this later – which now makes 2 post on demand – HAHAHAHA) with mum and siblings and my aunt.

On business part, i still have my online shop. do visit it guys just search @kedai_faha on instagram and kedai faha on facebook. i sell shoes and bags and books (sometimes) and by 2017 (which is tomorrow) am gonna start another business. wait for it!

for writing, ahaha… i tried okay this one but.. i didnt get inspired so.. its kinda postpone my intentions but i did write a lot on fancafe. to the boys even they kinda didnt read it. but who’s care. at least, i write something. oh yeah, i wrote a fanfiction but it was funny because it was so simple and blerghhh…

on spending less… ahahaha…. this one is kinda hard because for the recent comeback for my fave kpop group, they decided to come out with 4 versions which…. ahahaha… but.. i did some savings okay. hopefully, by 2017 i really choose wisely  on things i wanna spend my money too!

okay, enough for this year azam and i think i kinda did well on it. hehehe.. so… lets talk about events this year.

for this year alone, i lost 3 family members. the first lost is my grandpa. he passed away on 28th september. a week after that, i lost my sister-cousin, she passed away on 7th october. and lastly, i lost my aunt-grandma on 7th December. i cried hard for my sister-cousin but i guess ALLAH SWT loves beautiful people. so, thats kinda okay now.

other than that, i managed to go to my friends weddings this year. the first one is Rijal’s at taman sri pulai, then, Nazeerah’s wedding at the mines. both weddings on August this year and lastly, Sarah’s wedding at Dewan TNB Kempas on October (kot… but its in Dewan TNB). i also witnessed Sarah’s akad nikah which my mum cried. 😦

for my birthday this year, i got to celebrate it twice. one during on the day itself, where we went to KL. and few days later, my high school friends came to celebrate it of course together with hari raya visit. ahaha. its kinda lucky because my birthday falls on Hari Raya.

oh yeah, this year i managed to get few new friends because of kpop and met them in real life too! hehe ;D hi Lois, Reii, KakSeul, Kakyatt, KakShoda, Teha, Dira, Qila, Aina, KakMyra, KakNady, Aida, KakMing, Yulllaaaaaaaaaaaa, Abby, Leah, Yuna, Mimi, Kiera, Amriena, Nurin, zati, Nana, Fie and everyone else that i didnt mentioned here. you guys are like my source of happiness this year and yesterday, i met 3 of them, KakKiera, z and Fina. it was so much fun that we forgot to celebrate Tae’s bday. ahahaha. hopefully i can meet the rest of them later in 2017.

this year is kinda messy because of what happened in the family. ahaha but we moved on la beb tak kan nak messy forever kan. so… for my family members, mum retired last June and adik finally finished her high shool. yeay, she got like 5 secondary shools that surpassed me already and Ojan finally stopped working with dad. yeay!

hopefully, 2017 will treat me, mum and siblings better than this year. till then, see you next year!

FARHAHK

.a graduation day story.

Assalamualaikum wbt

ahahaha… almost a month after my graduation day here i am baru nak cerita lol.. bare with me as this post gonna be long ass post with photos and probably some sobbing captions or story ahahaha…

apparently, its a month after my graduation day than only am able to write about my graduation day story. lol. super busy aaahh these days. sorry babe~ anyway, so, my graduation day was on 24th october 2016, its a day after mum’s birthday (HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MUM~!) so how should i write this… please note that this might be long ass crappy with photos and captions.

those who knew me in real life or internet life [in any life la kannn] mostly knew la my conditions so, because of that, oh my god, am so amazed that i finally able to graduate with degree in chemistry. do you know how tough my life is? ahaha okay maybe not that tough laaaaa. so on that day itself baru i managed to contact with organiser?? to rehearsal how am i gonna take my album. [ now i forgot who that bro name – the one who pushed me that day LOL]. adik skipped school and accompanied me backstage. ahaha. thanks adik~!

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and… i planned to stand up when i received my album BUTTTTTTTT things happened. AHAHAHAHAH dramatic kau ni~ Pro Chancellor? tu turun pulak dari tempat dia and i happened to ‘tak sempat’ nak berdiri untuk ambil album. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz… and my convo picture kinda crappy too. anyway, i dont really mind that. and guess what, they wrote my story for utm convo bulletin.

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pastu ramai la pulak dok share2. omg malu gilaaaaaaaaaaa.. ahahhaa.. but looking at the bright side, FARHAH DAH GRADUATE WEIIIIII. orang lain amik masa 3 ke 4 tahun je nak grad kau amik sampai 5 tahun lol. mujur jugak wei MUET dah expired tu tak jadi hal, kalau tak sangkut lagi. ahahaha padahal dah nak sangkut gak graduation sebab tak amik UTM plus2 tu. hahaha.

lepas majlis, ape lagi~~~ mehla amik gambo~

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dengan kak nad and kak ima, best akak ever
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dengan ida, geng kpop haha
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Dgn cikyam
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dengan adik2 junior, chia-fainnas-din
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kak et dengan AG, lol -o- sape pernah baca pasal AG, ni aaa AG… ahaha kebetulan plak akk dia grad on the same session maka kita pon paksa ahhh AG jumpa. lol. hi AG, hadiah grad bile nak bagi ;P

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dah nak balik tu nampak pulak En Hashim, a gift from GOD sbb En Hashim banyak sangat tolong kitaaaaa 🙂
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with MekD ahahaha dengan Diana, my fave girl ever… tapi dia busy aaa sekrang, dah berkerjaya gituuuu
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dengan family ida~
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the girls

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diana and ……. [lupa sapa nama dia tapi dia ni sekelas ko-q kalau tak silap, budak mathematics] agagaga…
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without Amil sebab dia ade kelas but later that night we went to studio to take photos

haha tipulah kalau dalam kegembiraan ni tak sedih sebab tak graduate dengan rakan sekelas buttt i dont mind sebab lain orang lain ceritanya and of course, being a kpop girl 😛 i took photos with my bias too, JIMIN

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then, on the same week, [since i decided to return the robe on the last day], we went to faculty to meet lecturers. i was hoping to meet my PA, Dr Farediah and gladly met her on that day. and…. since i went there with my mum, we also met Dr Hasnah. LOLOL my mum supervisor, what a small world we live in. and guess what, kecoh kot~ ahahaha..

Dr. Hasnah citer pasal dia tanya aku, on the first day masa aku kat utm, in the first class after taking a break for a year, ‘kenapa awak tak tukar course je…’ upon seeing me in wheelchair during that time. walaupun dah 4 tahun berlalu, wa ingat lagi ayat Dr. Hasnah wei. ahahaha sentap punya pasal. ma kinda make a big deal cakap aku nangis la pe la padahal aku tak nangis pon. like whatever la Dr~pastu psl PSM lagi dengan dia. fuhhhhh… naseb baek ah ade Dr Hasmerya datang membantu. tapi itu hari tak dapat jumpa pon Dr. Hasmerya.

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Dengan SV dak Diana, Dr Aziah
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me ma and Dr. Hasnah
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dgn Dr. Farediah, My PA
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lecturers
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Kak Iffah, akak pejabat yg byk tolong kitaaaaa
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alahaiiii christine.. my classmate tapi dah grad last year now tgh smbung belajar lagi. cool~
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Dr belanja minum… dkt bilik aktiviti… ahahaha…
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dgn adik2 manja~

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love

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Dr. Rusmidah
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aten and nana, my labmates masa dengan Prof Rahim
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Encik Daniel

pastuuuuuu petangnya konon nak amik gambo dekat Iskandar sat g hujan selebat lebatnyaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah esok petangnya baru pergi tapi ye ye oooo jela gamba2nya pon hahaha

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so thats all… hahaha… lastly, nak say THANKS beribu2 TERIMA KASIH SAYANG to everyone yang menjayakan sesi pembelajaran fa di UTM, USM semualaaaaaa especially to my family members – umi, ayah, ojan, amil, syaffaa-, to all my classmates [ssca 2015, ssca 2016, ssca 2018, few sscc2016 and girls in USM – wiena, khalid, ana, kiah, ju, another ana, hanis, anis, mas and ramai lagi], lecturers [yang ajar dan tak ajar tapi still dont give up on me], akak2 pejabat [kak iffah, kak liza, kak zamila and yg lain2 sorry tak sebut nama sbb xtahu heeeeeeeeee 😀 but you know who you are laaaa],  Dr. Hasmerya and akak2 lab – kak ima, kak nad, kak ros, kak syara [ape kabo baby] -, and my girls – adah, izzati, kak ros, cikyam, fyda, nad, kak rai, diana, ida, ily, umi zulaikha – yang tolong2 drive pergi kelas pergi makan pergi meronda lol and to everyone yang doakan2 fa dalam diam sampailah fa habis belajar. jasamu ku kenang, moga tuhan permudahkan urusan hidup kalian. hikhik. terharu takkkk… haha..perasan kau ni~

maka tamatlah cerita degree fa~ ape buat sekarang… ahaha… next post la cerita buat ape sekarang, till then, take care~

ps : maaflerrr banyak gambo~